Hi...
Its Me again...
So tired waking up so early to prepare to go to his* hse...
Celebrate his* 18th birthday...
I already bought a pair of NIKE shoes for him* as birthday present...
Just need to go to my hse nearby to buy a cake for him*...
So I bought a HAMTARO birthday cake...
The HAMTARO just like him*...
That what my friend, Felicia gave him* the nickname,,,
..................OooOoOooooOoo................................
^^
Where I stop?!?
Ya!!!
So We met up again the next day...
At the same place...
As usual....What couple do...
So we had be together for 6month...
With some misunderstanding and quarreling....
He* decided to break with me because of my attitude...
If not him*...
I wont change so much...
And because of him*...I also lost all my friends because of my attitude too...
I still can remember that time...My life that time...Is so miserable...
So lonely...
Haiz...
Don feel like talking abt it anymore...
^^
So that time without him*...
I cant live normal life...
So weird...
I also reflected myself because of him*...
^^
When time pass...
I started to change my attitude towards everyone...
Seldom talk RUDELY, talk back to people, Control my hot temper...
Sometimes, people say I really change alot towards them...But I didnt Know at all...
That because I still remember what he* say to me...As I mind what he* say to me...So I change ba?!?
Or maybe I grown up, I know how to think?!?
Cant explain why actually...
^^
Already pass about 1years plus...
I forgotten him*...
If I not wrong...I just 15years old...
Just a student, studying in a particular school...
To enjoy a healthy school life by joining NETBALL as my CORE CCA...
And become a VICE CAPTAIN that time...
I just play alot of FRIENDLY MATCHES... Participating all of outdoor activities as a role of a VICE CAPTAIN...
I remember that particular outdoor camp for LEADER of all school in singapore needed to attend...Is called OUTWARDS BOUND SINGAPORE..
That where I started remembered him* in my mind...
^^
That time...
I cut short my hair because I need to play netball...
The weather always too hot...So my skin also getting darker...
As usual...Sometime my teacher will tell out to attend some of the outdoor activities...
Usually I will attend...
So this OBS also...
With my hao jie mei along...
I dont feel any lonely...
^^
So we off to OBS camp for 5days...
And so coincidence, I met his* classmates at there...
Actually I really dont know about it...
But some of his* classmates started to talk abt him*...
That really make me confused and felt familiar of...
But until end of the camp...I finally know that really him* which they talking abt!!!
So after the camp..
I straight away go home and login friendster...Hope to find him* there again...
Suddenly, I remember his* friendster username and password...
So I login and add my friendster...
And I got some courage to email him*...
^^
After a few day later...
I received a message from him*...
He* ask me how am I?...Those stuffs, you will sa to someone when you long time didnt see her...
After a few emails to each other...
He* told me call or sms him* at his* hp...
And even told me that he* didnt have any stead after breaking up with me...
I felt touch...
So we patch back^^
Izzit that lovely...
................................heheheheheehehehehhehe.....................................


Got to sleep is already late...
Nights^^


...........................................To Be Continued...............................................