Hi...
Its Me again...
So tired waking up so early to prepare to go to his* hse...
Celebrate his* 18th birthday...
I already bought a pair of NIKE shoes for him* as birthday present...
Just need to go to my hse nearby to buy a cake for him*...
So I bought a HAMTARO birthday cake...
The HAMTARO just like him*...
That what my friend, Felicia gave him* the nickname,,,
..................OooOoOooooOoo................................
^^
Where I stop?!?
Ya!!!
So We met up again the next day...
At the same place...
As usual....What couple do...
So we had be together for 6month...
With some misunderstanding and quarreling....
He* decided to break with me because of my attitude...
If not him*...
I wont change so much...
And because of him*...I also lost all my friends because of my attitude too...
I still can remember that time...My life that time...Is so miserable...
So lonely...
Haiz...
Don feel like talking abt it anymore...
^^
So that time without him*...
I cant live normal life...
So weird...
I also reflected myself because of him*...
^^
When time pass...
I started to change my attitude towards everyone...
Seldom talk RUDELY, talk back to people, Control my hot temper...
Sometimes, people say I really change alot towards them...But I didnt Know at all...
That because I still remember what he* say to me...As I mind what he* say to me...So I change ba?!?
Or maybe I grown up, I know how to think?!?
Cant explain why actually...
^^
Already pass about 1years plus...
I forgotten him*...
If I not wrong...I just 15years old...
Just a student, studying in a particular school...
To enjoy a healthy school life by joining NETBALL as my CORE CCA...
And become a VICE CAPTAIN that time...
I just play alot of FRIENDLY MATCHES... Participating all of outdoor activities as a role of a VICE CAPTAIN...
I remember that particular outdoor camp for LEADER of all school in singapore needed to attend...Is called OUTWARDS BOUND SINGAPORE..
That where I started remembered him* in my mind...
^^
That time...
I cut short my hair because I need to play netball...
The weather always too hot...So my skin also getting darker...
As usual...Sometime my teacher will tell out to attend some of the outdoor activities...
Usually I will attend...
So this OBS also...
With my hao jie mei along...
I dont feel any lonely...
^^
So we off to OBS camp for 5days...
And so coincidence, I met his* classmates at there...
Actually I really dont know about it...
But some of his* classmates started to talk abt him*...
That really make me confused and felt familiar of...
But until end of the camp...I finally know that really him* which they talking abt!!!
So after the camp..
I straight away go home and login friendster...Hope to find him* there again...
Suddenly, I remember his* friendster username and password...
So I login and add my friendster...
And I got some courage to email him*...
^^
After a few day later...
I received a message from him*...
He* ask me how am I?...Those stuffs, you will sa to someone when you long time didnt see her...
After a few emails to each other...
He* told me call or sms him* at his* hp...
And even told me that he* didnt have any stead after breaking up with me...
I felt touch...
So we patch back^^
Izzit that lovely...
................................heheheheheehehehehhehe.....................................


Got to sleep is already late...
Nights^^


...........................................To Be Continued...............................................

That My Life Goes^^

Hi....I am just a ordinary girl live in Sinapore...
Already live for 17years...
Life is so boring....
^^
Until I met him*....
In Msn Chat Room....
I cant remember much abt tat time...
And I don know we got into conversation....
Maybe this is fate....
Not long when we just chatting together in the Msn Chat Room...
We already felt tat we had both the same interests and surprised that he* live in the east side and I live in the west side....
So I had a weird impressions abt him*....
Therefore I started to chat with him* often, so to get to know him* better....
Not realising that I had a chemistry with him* when we chat maybe a wk?!?....
My life that time just fall more interesting....Instead of BLACK and WHITE...
I even realise the feeling of LOVE!!!
Everyday....I just wanted to sit down and look at my computer, online....To chat with him*....
When time passed by....
We both decided to exchange our contacts...
So that we can contact each other,ANYTIME...ANYWHERE...
I know my parents will always say CHAT ROOM is a very dangerous place to know someone, you dont even know...
But I just didnt put my parents' words in my mind that time...
If I not wrong that time...I just secondary2....A innocent kid...Finding a lover...To experience it...But who know end out to be TRUE!!!
^^
........................OoOooOO......................
Where I stop?!?
Sorry...
I was too engross into the LOVE thing...
Ya...Just stop saying abt the exchange contacts...
Actually me that time quite shy....I hardly call him* or sms him*
Just secretly waiting him* to do the first move...
I remember one day....He* finally sms me...Ask me,Can I be his* godmei-.-
I finally realise..I am the only one love a side...
But I had agreed him* abt the godmei thing...
As I just want to find this opportiunity to get close to him*...
Even thought just god mei & god kor relationship...
When time flies...
He ask me to be his* stead, even we didnt met before...
I agreed...
^^
Following day...
We met...
At first, I thought he* is a Japanese...
He looked White....Cubby...Tall...A Little Fat...I still can remember his* Curly Hair...
Shy is what I can say on tat moment I saw him*...
I think He* also felt that way...
We took the first NEOPRINT at lot1...
And he* even bought me, a pair of lovely toy puppy...
I got touch that time...
My first kiss on that time, give to him*
^^
....................ZzZzZzzzzzZzz......................
I got to sleep....
Need my beauty sleep, if not later I become ugly...He* dont want me...
So I will be continue next time....I will!!!
Ya!!!I almost forgotten....Happy 18th Birthday to him*...
May all ur dreams come true
^^
HE* is my one and ONLY!!!


...................................+o bE cOntInuE........................